I know I’m not the only one, and I know I shouldn’t care, but when I feel these things are real, I wish I felt you there

I don't know how to describe myself in words. I'm in love with math, I'm a little bit spoiled, I am weird in every way, I play lacrosse like my life depends on it, and I need a thrill every once in a while. I wish that I was more interesting, or that I've done something meaningful, but I'm just your typical girl, living life, trying to do something worthwhile. There's so much more, but words don't do life any justice